Anw, I was just thinking about something earlier. Fact is, I just had a fight with my sister. Not the first time, but there's sth different abt it.

I knew there's sth wrong with her the moment i reached home. Couldn't figure anything out. So i decided to ask her whether she wants some food, i cook for her. No reply. Fine, then she started throwing tantrums, demanding things and all. And, I got pissed. And i shouted and you know what happens.

At the end of it all, i teared, not just because i was angry but i was upset about not being christlike in this situation. It's not about what my sister did. I should have responded, not react. For once, i felt vulnerable.

I've always prayed for patience, but i never pass the test.

God, give me a big heart instead.