Woo. Just realised tt ppl do read my blog. Can hop to my blog leh. Im kinda shocked. But a pleasant surprise. :) On the other hand, i feel bad. Cos I mentioned abt a faci that always mispronounced words. oops. He said im bad. Which i think so eventually.
Had a great talk with nicole today. Look at her blog u'll know. Haven been so excited abt winning schools for very long alr. My passion's back! :))
elise
Friday, May 25, 2007
@ 3:54 PM
Do secrets determine the state of one's friendship? Why is it so important, I understand not. I keep secrets. But why do I not tell others mine? Is it so important, I understand not. Maybe sometimes, just sometimes, you don't understand yourself at all.
Anw, read something on woony's blog. How child-like he can be. How real he can be to himself. I also wanna be a child once again. The purest heart of all.
Adults, they think, they complicate things. They think of unnecessary stuffs They cause hurt upon themselves When can they learn to be child-like at times To stop and know that He is in control That they don't have to think tt much But be still and know you are God.
elise
Thursday, May 24, 2007
@ 3:04 PM
boy. having headache. why why why? I cant believe its happening to me. why has it be me? Its either this or that. I cant decide. The heart or the mind? The spirit is willing, but the body is weak. But i got to be rational. I know i got to let go. its not working right. its getting further n further. Im tired of trying. Of taking the intiative.
Aiya. why being bothered by this? Ive got much things to think abt. Waste my time, and time cant wait for mi too. Stupid elise. Gtg study my UT.
elise
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
@ 5:21 PM
Man. Today's test is hard. I simply leave the paper blank. It was a 30mins test. I totally dun understand the questions AT ALL. :((( Was trying so hard to draw the waveforms and calculate the results of it. But A maths' soo tough! :((
Started on a gd mood actually. Then bad things happen. Kenna rejected for work, nothing to do for the rest of the day, fyp cancelled, test. etc etc.
I wanna meet up, but you seemed so busy. Even busier than mi. Don't say I don't have time for you, because you don't treasure the times together. So let me tell you this, some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this yet you chose to give it away.
elise
Monday, May 21, 2007
@ 2:15 PM
Well, Im stoning now. Work's done. Waiting for the faci to come by. Listening to my favourite-girlfriend. :) ooh. she's back.
After sch there's test. Hope its not too difficult. :) Learnt alot recently. Eat healthily, read frequently. Hmm. Not to forget, my God spoke to me yst. Love one another deeply, from the heart. Not that I dun love people, but somehow, sometimes, its just hard. Esp those who offend u. You'll always thot of revenge. Which is normal in the world, but as a christian, I shall behave differently. :)
One word from God: If it is hard for the righteous to be saved, what will become of the ungodly and the sinner?
And i haven find out what's my conviction. :((
elise
Friday, May 18, 2007
@ 4:14 PM
woots! Im back! Miss blogging for awhile. Ive been a busy bee. Well, Life's pretty much the same. But i learnt something very impt yst while reading the bible. 'Endure hardships as discipline' These fews weeks has been tough on me. Guess God's trying to tell mi that the road ahead will not be easy. Meetings after meetings. Different kinds of commitments, school work getting hectic and expectations during class getting higher! No time to breathe. I wanna run! Run to another country to relax. To tioman? Bintan? Just these thots refreshes me. :)) Haven really been a gd salt and light in sch. Been skipping school for too long. BUT! Im gonna see improvement! And, i know i can do it.
Whether you can or cant, either way, you are right-Clement stone Dun underestimate what you can do. You'll never know. :)
elise
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
@ 12:11 AM
Yst went to stay over at Angela's place tgt with Zach. Apparently, though i was slpy, I learn something from him. Sitting on the kitchen floor, he shared abt his 3 kinds of spirits. Not that kind of ghost thingy. But more of attitudes. When he was sharing abt his spirit of learning, it somehow strucked mi totally. Cos i remed having that spirit, of learning everything and asking every question. But it seems to fade away as I grow longer in christ. I dun think its abt maturity but its more of the attitude behind it. And i learnt that, when u talk more abt something, u'll grow to like tt thing alot. So, ive decided to talk abt God more! :))
Something that came across my mind, when we grow up, somehow, we tend to be skeptical abt alot of things. May it be God, MLM, certain things that our friends say etc. We dun trust that much when we grew up. Izit due to the 3 confidence robbers? Bad experiences? Emotional issues? Or even excuses to believe that's the truth? Or even money issues. Shrugs.
Okay. Enuf of these stuff. My fren dreamt abt mi! lol. Interesting thing tho. Kinda dejavu. Cos it did happened before in the past. Dunno why he rake it up. Maybe its just good old memories, which are still vivid in my mind too. Or other motives? Nah. Stop thinking abt silly stuff elise. Be FOCUS! Sometimes its just so easy to fall into temptation when you are not careful. So, read the WOG to refresh u more! :)
