whoo. I seriously seriously love AVRIL LAVIGNE! She could totally express my feelings in songs.
Why
Why, do you always do this to me? Why, couldn't you just see through me? How come, you act like this Like you just don't care at all
It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need you, I need you Tell me, are you and me still together? Tell me, do you think we could last forever? Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
My happy ending
Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging
You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it all Thanks for watching as I fall And letting me know we were done
its good to hear all these songs once in awhile. At least i know im not the only one struggling. Someone out there feels the same way too. Now i know, communication is key in relationships. Silence arent communicating. You've got no idea how much u are hurting me, let alone to put a smile on my face, everyday. I hope all these silly and fruitless thoughts will go away, soon.
elise
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
@ 12:52 PM
Was looking through the photos on my facebook and thought tt ive really grown. In terms of physical aspects. And photos are a whole lot of memories. I could still remember clearly the events that took place when photos are taken and laughed at some.
Sadly, it also showed that some friends became distant and i thought of what Zinc said.
'Some friends distant away from you at different life stages and you just gotta learn to let them go. You cant keep them at a close distance all the time.'
Which ive grown to accept that as i grow older. You've got to, no matter how difficult it is to let go and only let the images flash back in your memory. That is why photos are important.
Anw, im going running with Wei! Its a cloudy day and a cool day to run! I must get back to my exercise regime. Its been a long while since i last tt.
