Friday, November 30, 2007
@ 1:13 PM
My birthday is coming. I was looking forward and not so looking forward at the same time. Afterall, its my 21st bday. Wanted to celebrate it with my mum by just having buffet at Sakura this sunday. But she cant seem to take leave on tt day. Of cos, she knows that i will be spending my actual day with my friends. Its on wed. And ive got the dreadful FYP. But i guess its gonna be done soon.
The software team has come out with the ECG and EMG signals and it seem pretty alright! So we are now looking for a case to infuse the 2 circuits together. Hopefully the hardware team get it up soon and very soon. :) Now pp's over, ive got CE and FYP and tt's it! Im done with RP! yay! :D
oh yea, i guess i'll just put down the bday list for those who will have a hard time getting me one. It NOT a must to give anw. Just thought it would be better if i write it down so tt nobody will ask again. Easier for me and u too. :)
- Guitar
- bible study book
- wallet (not too bulky ones)
- bottoms (skirts/ jeans)
- bikini! (strips kind/ with -------)
- havanas slippers
- pumps / greek-like sandles
- money (parents)
That's about it so far. And no soft toys and keychains please! I dun have mind celebrating at a place filled with stars and just spend the night gazing at it and fall asleep on the grass! eh, okay, abit too fairlytale. haha. But seriously i dun mind. I dun mind good food too! Seems more practical too. No cakes please unless its ice cream cake from swensens! Kidding. Anything will do. I appreciate all your efforts. Telling u guys in advance. :)
Disclaimer: Im not a materalistic person. The above list is just a guideline. A simple happy birthday can make my day too. :)
That's all about my bday thingy. Let's talk about yst. I thought i had a coma! I slpt frm 2am till 3pm! From 4pm till 8pm! These are the longest hours i ever slpt! I couldn't wake up for sch and din even hear the alarm ring. I dreamt throughout and din have deep slp too. Had a splitting headache and couldn't walk straight thereafter. Went for supper and tt was the first proper meal i ate tt day, after tt slpt back again. I cant believe i can be such a pig! Haha.
elise
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
@ 11:03 PM
Good news and bad news.
Good news: My pp's presentation is over! The comments wasn't tt good though. But should be able to. Thank God the one tt did on starbucks was not the same time slot as me! Phew!
Bad news: my lappy's screwed. which means i gotta borrow it everyday from the sch from now on. Which is really really bad. :C
And, im really confused on Angela's case. Help me to dicern and make good judgements. Thank you lord.
Actually i do have alot of things to write. But im kinda tired today. So another day, of it ever comes.
elise
@ 1:14 AM
Apparently I learnt much over supper table yst.
What Ive thought through:
Why am i still in youth ministry
Who can take over me?
What are my unique features?
What makes me different/stand out?
Teachable moments are important for informal shepherdings
I thought deep and couldn't figure it out. Maybe its time to move on. They say why do things when others can do it on your behalf? Be useful and bless others instead. Which makes great sense to me. Youth ministry is meant for the youths, isn't it?
Why have a shepherd and a leader at the same time? Why cant your shepherd be your leader as well? As in 2 in 1. Why make things so hard for the leader and the shepherd?
Perhaps i need to get my fundamentals right again.
Align me back to the basics God. Thank you.
If i cant lead myself, i cant lead others.
Im not satisfied. why not me instead?! :(
grow Grow GROW!
elise
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
@ 4:09 PM
My lappy died on me today. It took 2 hours to connect to VPN and it hanged everytime i log in MSN! So my kind friend helped and I thank God tt he's a IT expert! Though the causes are still unknown, Im still grateful to him.
God, help my lappy to function properly so that it will not affect my UT and PP presentation. Thank you lord.
Thanks for all who commented on my pp poster and helped in it. :) Bless me in my pp presentation tt i won't be too nervous and forget my lines! haha.
OOH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL!
elise
Monday, November 26, 2007
@ 3:23 PM
Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within. -James Baldwin
There's a mask in everyone. No matter the proximity u are to the person, you will never reveal everything. Isn't it?
Don't say you love me,
you dun even know me.
-M2M song
Im glad i know you, who knows me inside out. :)
To God.
elise
Friday, November 23, 2007
@ 1:36 PM
Ive had an interesting week. Yst's started out kinda good. With me reaching school on time. :) Was to have fyp meet and pp discussion with broccoli followed by meeting yiyou but everything was cancelled. So i decided to ask jac out since i cant make it today either. Knowing that she'll be late and all, i took the super long bus 960 to Bugis. It took mi an hour and i still hafta wait for her cos of some work thing.
During the wait, someone approaches me and introduce himself. I was kinda stunned and he looked old. He began telling me about army stuff and asked about my school and all, i was giving the 'ah huh..' 'yea..' kinda answers and he continued yanking. I prayed for zihui's rescue and finally she came! I guess she could see the desperate look for help there. haha. But apprently, he has alot of friends working in hospitals. Which was what i wanted to work as after my poly life. And so i wondered, is this a God sent blessing in disguise? Ive got his number tho. heh. Maybe next time i shall contact him for help. :)
and so, we did have some fun doing manicure! (first time in my life)
Another weird thing happened in sch earlier on. Let me paste the msn conversation i had with my team mate.
elise says:
hey
elise says:
u doing the conclusion also izit?
Shai says:
o no
Shai says:
i foget to do
elise says:
but i thot has got to do with blood count?
Shai says:
huh?
Shai says:
wat u mean?
elise says:
meaning u doing the conclusion part?
Shai says:
if u want i do
Shai says:
i do not mind
Shai says:
ur highness
elise says:
since when im a princess?
elise says:
lol
Shai says:
as from now
Shai says:
wakakakakakkakkakakkakakaka
elise says:
haha
elise says:
must help me do things one leh
Shai says:
lol
Shai says:
np
elise says:
sure not?
elise says:
HAHA
Shai says:
hahahaha
Shai says:
if u want me to, ur highness
elise says:
haha
elise says:
not at the moment
Shai says:
yes my masjesty
Shai says:
i take my leave first ur masjesty
the end. And i became the princess. lol. so random. I did warn him tt i expect more if he were to call me that. And i shall have my way. And so, he shall be my helper. And he reports to me whatever things he do. I dun like it tho. 'shrugs'
And today's the last day of school for the week! Whee!
elise
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
@ 1:00 AM
Things are moving abit too fast arent they?
Im moving back tmr.
elise
Sunday, November 18, 2007
@ 11:43 PM
Keep holding on-Avril Lavigne
You're not alone, together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold, and it feels like the end
There's no place to go, you know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Chorus:
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far away, I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say
Nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
Bridge:
Hear me when I say when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FvGZqBFxwRU
From the Eragon movie. Which i was pang sehed. So watched it at home on my lappy!
I had a wonderful dream. :)
elise
Thursday, November 15, 2007
@ 1:53 PM
Im a movie addict.
Movies coming up on my playlist.
Beowulf and P.S. I love you.
Stay tuned.
In the midst of renting others too.
I hope you could watch the rented ones with me tho.
elise
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
@ 2:24 PM
Medical Technology UT today. Ive studied and hope to get a B at least. Its not exactly difficult but i do hope i can do fairly well.
Anw, i had a good chat with my auntie just now over lunch table. And she asked me this question.
auntie: Has he treated you well these years?
me: *thinking of incidents* no. I do hope he will since he's changed.
auntie: you are not his own.
me: oh well. you are right. *shrugs*
(We chatted on other things too) and come to realise that family is not as important when we grow up. What matters is you *ying shui si yuan* and build a proper family next time.
I used to envy those normal children with a dad who cares for them. But i guess since God makes it this way for me, i believe he has his reasons. And in this area, im strong and independent because God has made it to be. With the given circumstances.
So, I am happy the way i am now.
And in a few days time, i'll be officially 21 and more freedom's on its way!
So who cares?
I dun need his support anw.
elise
Monday, November 12, 2007
@ 11:58 PM
GOOD NEWS!
MY PP'S APPROVED!
Gonna work on my poster and presentation.
Meanwhile, FYP's gone.
CE next.
JIA YOU elise! :D
Irritating person talking to me now. Teach me how to reject nicely. =/
elise
Sunday, November 11, 2007
YAY! @ 2:35 AM
Phew!
Im just done with the re-work. Hope that its approved and i'll be presenting soon. And please please please not on my birthday. I do not want to get another shock of my life. I felt cheated when i was told that pp re-work submission was due 2 weeks after they released the result. But thank goodness i went to check my webmail, (which had 200 over mails) and found out that it was today! I rushed like nobody's business (for once) and completed it! yay. *a pat on my shoulders* And now, im too excited to sleep. -.-
Ond not to forget who helped: my biggest thanks to: SOO ZIHUI! Man, she helped me the most with the formatting and all, i owe u a treat! Last minute people like Qal and Denise too! Thanks for my random calls and msn and the help u guys provided! I appreciated it alot.
Thank you lord for enlightening me to go see my webmail today. You saved my day again. And thanks for sending recruits to help me. People like ZiHui, Denise, Qal. I believe you put them at the right place, the correct time to help me with my work. For all these, i give thanks and honour u. AMEN.
Im reminded by the song: for all you've done, for all you gonna do, i give you praise... for our good..
Haha. I forgot the lyrics.
elise
Friday, November 2, 2007
@ 3:20 PM
I was so happy that my pp was done and submitted but it came back with a rework. Felt like a kid with a dropped lollipop. Can see cannot eat. Reworking........ in process. Another 2 weeks!
A generally good overview of the CBTL using SWOT. Should include information on organication chart, process flow adapted by CBTL to maintain food service excellent? working environment and culture etc. - comment by the supervisor.
DARN. You spoil my day!
elise
Thursday, November 1, 2007
@ 12:44 AM
“To be successful you’ve got to have a dream, a vision, a burning passion, a magnificent obsession. This dream, goal, obsession has to become your prime motivator. It takes enthusiasm, commitment, pride, a willingness to work hard, a willingness to go the extra mile, a willingness to do whatever has to be done in order to get the job done.” -Jeffrey J. Mayer
I was just telling the potential Cls that without a dream, you are merely existing. I guess this quote proves a point somehow. So people out there, may you be christian or not, have something in mind, what you want to do, who you want to become if not, you are merely living to die.
elise
