Thursday, April 26, 2007
@ 2:04 PM
I've been pranked! :(((
But it was a real good one. Be prepared guys.
Revenge is sweet.
elise
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
A new beginning? @ 12:17 AM
Hmm. I dunno wad's gonna happen but i think my mum has made her decision. Once and for all. I dunno wad to feel but deep inside, i want it that way. I gave a little smirk when mum asked for my IC and gave her a look but she didn't reply much to my mode of expression. I dunno wad she's up to. But she's kinda mysterious about this whole thing.
Whatever it is, I know God knows my needs more than I do, therefore, im not affected much but i will guess trust in you more as the days pass by. :))
elise
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
@ 12:03 AM
oh man. i dunno why im feeling this way, but it kinda peirced right through. man man man. God, check my heart. Deep and thorough.
Why on earth am i feeling this way?
I dunno, dun ask mi.
It changes every now and then, so maybe i should ask, wad do i want?
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.
Father, remind me why.
Temptations are inevitable, help me to be strong in this.
Cos i know i'll be able to handle, tgt with you.
I will not let u succeed, cos i lost to u once.
elise
Monday, April 23, 2007
@ 11:33 PM
Woots! Alot of interesting things happened in school these few days. Firstly, went to the wrong class. Wanna find weii to pass her bread cos she missed her lunch. Stupidly, mi and jo still insist that we are in the right place, so we decided to ask her 'classmate' for weii. He looked puzzled but decided to do it anw and shouted inside, nobody answered him. Poor thing. So he said wei's not in class. We thot she mite be in the toilet so we went in and shouted her name, but no one replied either. So, being nice and all, we entered her class and wanted to put it into her bag but couldn't find. Then everyone shouted, it's W14L!! Weii's class is W15L! ZZz. So maluating. -.-''
And my faci's funny too! He cant pronounce properly. All the Rs became Ls, 'th's became s. So, with, became wis. ruth became roots! haha! His pet phase: generally speaking became, genellery speaking.. wahah. he did it today again. Oh well. he's the joke of the day. Kinda mean of me, but its really hilarious when u are in class.
Good news! My chest pains are gone! For now. And i can slp better. Maybe one thing's off my mind. :)) Furthermore, I got an A for accounts! Woots!! Good start for the week. But still, the faci asked mi to talk more in class. shrugs.
Yea, im beginning to do more and more maths. Tho everytime i do it, i feel like slping, but i know i got to practice more even tho i dun feel like it. Just like even tho i dun feel like leading, i have to, because i know i have that responsibility and im doing God's work. So, its a joy and not a work to me. Spending time with sheeps can be tiring at times, but it does give me great joy when i see them grow and mature in God. :) 2 thumbs up for God! :D
elise
Thursday, April 19, 2007
@ 2:08 PM
Woke up at 7 plus and realised that Ive yet to upload some program makes me feel sick of sch again. But then again, i prayed that I'll be more interested in sch. So, the next thing to pray for is to be disciplined to wake up on time. :))
And, one more thing. I felt bad abt tt rejection the other day. But i know u'll be fine cos u have no more worries! Sorrie for keeping u awake all nite tho. Hope everything's doing great for u. :)
Life's getting more and more hectic. I can feel the stress and the competetiveness in my class. Asking questions on the first day of class and staring at you when u present. Woo. its scary. I stammered for the millionth time but i guess i did pretty much okay. 3 cheers for myself! :))
Since its a free day, i shall not waste my time. Shall go do some memorising of maths formulars and do sum maths! Man. Zach muz be proud of me. lol. First time doing homework without being asked. wahaha. Breakthrough. Oh yea, u owe mi coffee bean's pure choc! AND!! For mi to do work, i need motivation! Which means, i prefer to be rewarded when i do my homework or i have made certain progress. heh.
Alrite! I gotta do work le. Read ups on Labview and specialised ECG. God, give me the strength! :)
elise
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
@ 12:50 PM
Im having break now. Waiting for my sheeps to be done to go for lunch tgt! How cool to have sheeps that are in the same school as you! Woots! Anw, today's problem is rather easy. Had accounting lesson. And apparently, im the only one tt took accounts in my sec sch. =/ But we were having fun in class. Had a small competetion and guess wad?! My team won! Rewards: Oreo. haha. Long time since we had much fun in class. heh.
elise
Saturday, April 14, 2007
@ 3:19 AM
yes, i will.. if its you.
aww. so sweet. im smitten by u.
thanks dear fren, for being there. :))
elise
@ 12:25 AM
Woots! Im so happy today! My toothache's gone after a long while! I can finally eat normally. yays. Anw, this week's been a hectic week of emotional and mental torture. Haven been slping well and eating well. Was soo depressed that i cut my hair. Zzz. I made certain decision that was unbiblical and refused to talk to other people about it. I guess God is the best person I could rely on at that point of time, but somehow, i choose to disappoint him. In a way or another.
I guess im not as principled as u guys deemed me to be. There's still certain areas i know i gotta change but its not easy and im struggling hard. Anw, had a great time with Sin Yee today, saw someone that i haven seen for ages and somehow brought back bad memories.
Sch's starting real soon and im gonna be hardworking since its my last year and ive got alot of responsibilities over my new ppl. Its gonna be tough and starting all over again wasn't exactly easy. But i'll do it anw. :)
Something's been bothering me all week. Ive yet to find the answer to it. And im kinda impatient. :((
deep inside u, u know its her u want. stop deceiving yourself.
elise
Saturday, April 7, 2007
@ 2:49 AM
O.o
I read a book which quoted abt this.
'The unconscious is God's country'
Do u all understand? It took me quite awhile to somehow get it, yet dun get it at times. Is it the unconscious would be the place where all irrational fears, hopes and dreams come true?
Meaning tt only in your dreams things became real and when u wake up, all things are erased from the truth and you're back to reality. Which is, your conscious state.
Sounds chim huh? Cos i myself dun understand either.
elise
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
@ 1:57 PM
I din go work today. I had a bad dream last night. I was swollen. I felt lousy. Perhaps its just me. 'Shrugs'
elise
Sunday, April 1, 2007
@ 11:41 PM
I almost died while swimming today. oh man. it was a scary experience. Thank God i swam fast enough to reach my destination. I nv swam soo hard in my life before. Kinda a good training for me tho. But bad bad experience!
elise
