Sunday, September 30, 2007
@ 8:45 PM
(" )( " )( ")j@©qü3ïñ3™(" )( " )( ").::.[[`angel and rebel~*]] says:
HAHAHA
(" )( " )( ")j@©qü3ïñ3™(" )( " )( ").::.[[`angel and rebel~*]] says:
my anus hurts
(" )( " )( ")j@©qü3ïñ3™(" )( " )( ").::.[[`angel and rebel~*]] says:
hahaa
(" )( " )( ")j@©qü3ïñ3™(" )( " )( ").::.[[`angel and rebel~*]] says:
too much power
elise says:
eew!
elise says:
sounds wrong
elise says:
i put in my blog
(" )( " )( ")j@©qü3ïñ3™(" )( " )( ").::.[[`angel and rebel~*]] says:
hahahahaha!
(" )( " )( ")j@©qü3ïñ3™(" )( " )( ").::.[[`angel and rebel~*]] says:
wei!!!
(" )( " )( ")j@©qü3ïñ3™(" )( " )( ").::.[[`angel and rebel~*]] says:
NO!!!
(" )( " )( ")j@©qü3ïñ3™(" )( " )( ").::.[[`angel and rebel~*]] says:
hahahaha
elise says:
nvm lar
elise says:
then you'll go read
elise says:
LOL
HAHA. Thanks Zihui for entertaining me when im super bored. My weekly dose of laughter. Sometimes its people like her that brightens up one's life. Her random-ness and frankness is what I like about her. Thank you for being there.
And thanks zach for that random encouragment card. I appreciate it alot. You dunno how much it means at times of uncertainty.
And broccoli for your little care and concern. A great listening ear i would say.
Not forgetting my dear personal assistant(denise) who worked so hard under my care and gave her all in everything i asked. You made my work load so much easier. I love working with you. And I mean it. :)
Friends color my world! Cheers to all my friends out there! Obviously to my dearest xiuqi too. :))
elise
Thursday, September 27, 2007
A random story @ 3:57 PM
I was thinking about familiarity breeds contempt. I thought that the closer i am to you, the more tangible i become. To the extent that I might shout, ignore and get angry at you. For those who have experience this, i guess ive taken you for granted. And for this, i apologise.
Yet funnily as it seems, these are also the people i care about, who plays a part in my life. And thank you for not judging and accepting me for who i am. :) You're great. If you think its you, its you.
Oh, I wanna be a woman of little words. With the words i speak, I wanna speak it with wisdom and firmness. To tell the truth, i used to be VERY quiet. But i guess ive got to learn to be outspoken due to my leadership role, the ability to interact and communicate. Which is not myself initially. And yes, ive got to be tactful, putting people's emotions and feelings in check. So if any of you finds me unusually quiet, im pondering about certain things on my mind. Especially on the bus ride home or on the phone. Im not a good conversationalist. Definitely.
elise
Monday, September 24, 2007
@ 4:18 PM
Hey people,
Thanks for the sweet little encouragements that you all gave. May it be sms or tagboard. I do appreciate that. :) But im fine. Just thought that it would be better to vent in out in my blog rather than speaking out or telling everyone verbally. But I guess everything's fine now? Hah.
Had a bad day in the morning. My laptop had virus. Or should I say spyware? Its trojan. Critical condition. Scare the hell out of me. But the guy at the IT helpdesk was kind enough to help me repair though its his responsibility. Thank God for you! Not to forget George for lending me his borrowed tablet. It was greatly appreciated too! :D Oh, but that's not counted in the deal we had earlier on. Haha.
Had so much research to focus on today, cant imagine life without a laptop in class. You practically cant do anything, let alone blog or msn. So i guess it ended well in school today, with the talk im gonna attend with wei ting later on. Hope I do learn something from him!
Tmr's lantern festival! :D
Btw, for those who haven seen me for quite awhile, I cut my hair. Not the hairless bird tho. Haha.
elise
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Lamentation @ 9:12 PM
One after another.
Worse of things happened.
Chased out.
Moved in with me.
Maluated.
Complicated.
Endangered.
I wonder how mum tolerated all these from him. If I were her, I would have given him a tight slap. Pardon me for my unspirituality. But seriously, this is too much. What if one day I were to hit him so hard to wake him up from his childishness? I cant wait till this day. And she knows I would. But yea, I'll have self control. God, control my emotions.
Saving up. No supper for elise. No movies, no clothes, no no no.
I cant believe i burst into tears. :cc
Oh God, tell me what to do.
elise
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
@ 1:48 PM
Same thing again. Its wed. What can it be?
Im having a bad headache. Will be staying in school till 4 plus. Head to Clake Quay to meet Yiyou. Frankly speaking, I don't feel like doing anything today. Woke up on the wrong side of bed, forced myself to go school even though im gonna be late (turns out that im the earliest) and knowing my FYP grade. I had a C+. :(( I wouldn't claim that im the most hardworking in the team however, I did my work and I had the same grade as some people. Oh well. Lesson learnt: Don't attend meeting when its not neccessary. Wasted my time and money during the holidays travelling around when i can utilize it for greater use. =/
Okay, im gonna sleep. To run away from reality.
God, would you take away the dreams and let me have a better sleep? Help me to concentrate in class and the ability to memorise things better. I remembered what I prayed for and you've already given. Sometimes wanting to grow in certain areas seems so hard, you asked mi to trust in you. But people keep on rubbing on my weaknesses, making me feel worse than ever. You know what I meant cos i lament to you before, and drawing strength from leaders always takes an extra mile and sometimes I even thought that fellowship is like a work by itself when people around me do not agree in what im doing. Help me to understand your love and your heartbeat. Be near to me. Always.
elise
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
BORED! @ 11:24 AM
Alright. Im bored in class. New class, new classmates. Had an interesting start of the day. First, I was EARLY for school. Upon reaching the class, I accidentally slam the lift door 3/4 shut which happens to be my faci for the day. =/ When the faci asked whether I know my classmates, I didn't reply cos i wasn't in school yesterday. He mistook my picture for another person. My friend told me that yesterday's faci thought i dropped out of school. Haha.
Today's about biomedical imaging. X-rays, MRI and other stuffs AND, the faci keep looking at our group. Too quiet I guess. Shrugs. Everyone seemed to be engrossed in their work. And here I am, blogging. Haha. Cos Ive done mine. :))
Its 11.28 now, time for breakout. Its freezing in class although im wearing an oversized juacket. =x And, I realised that blog surfing may not be the best for me at this moment. But fear not, I'll always go to the ones that I usually surfed. Thanks for those who leave a tag after visiting mine. I always appreciate that. :) And for those who visits once in a blue moon, too bad for you. hahs.
elise
Monday, September 17, 2007
@ 4:49 PM
End of school holidays.
Starting of a hectic semester. I realised ive got tons of work to accomplish.
1) FYP
2) Professional Profiling
3) CE points yet to be completed
4) Principles of working cum central christmas event
5) O levels maths
6) Meeting all my sheep ( which i know is what im supp to do)
These are all the important things Im going through right now. Kinda stressed out so decided to take a rest at home today instead of school. Gotta meet Daniel later on and maths 10-yr series. Not kinda in the mood of talking these few days. So please be asurred tt im NOT mood swinging or pms-ing. Im just being me.
And sorry, I din fast today either. Forgot about it totally. So did my people. My bad.
I guess when poeple are having exams, they forget that Im having mine too. =/
elise
Friday, September 14, 2007
@ 10:26 AM
Hello world,
ive been missing for quite some time. Lazy to go online since there's no school. :) anw, ive had a great holiday so far not considering the wasted trips to schol. 2 unforgettable events. Its gonna be long, read it if you dare.
1) XIUQI came back to Spore!
Remember the bestie i talked about? Yea, she came back for holiday! 1 week. We spent the short 7 days together out of which 2 days were occupied with central chalet. We stayed over. Shared alot of heart-felt emotions and experiences. We both grew up in certain areas of our lives, still giggled at the slightest things, laughed at one another and created stupid jokes. Reminiscences. Although we often make fun of one another, our relationship grew stronger each day. And thanks for being there, though you may be very far away from me physically, but I know tt whatever I do, I'll have your support. And sometimes, there's enough. :) We often say, you are the only person tt knows me so well, connect so naturally and if only you were a guy! haha. Oh yea, do eat regularly, Im not always there to guide your diet. HAHA. Love you lots. Take care.
2) Bintan Trip
3 days of reflection. A fruitful time spent. I prayed when everyone'a asleep. God answered some of my prayers and some left untouched. But Im grateful tt God answered my prayers and i gave thanks for it, especially the weather. Im indeed a contemplative person, alot of things i wouldn't say. I enjoyed every part of the trip but felt that it would be better if others were to be there as well. You know what? Just a short 3 days, i missed people in my life that are so dear to me. Sometimes I'll just stone and cant help but to imagine they are here with me. Anw, we went swimming most of the time ( tt explains my chao ta complexion), played volleyball and shopped. Nothing much there to buy things but the scenery was fabulous. Small fishes swimming underneath your legs with the clear waters, sand as soft as toufu and the sky is mavelous. You can almost imagine God's wonderful creation. So people, if you have time, go there for a retreat and if you happened to be a 'creation pathway person', you'll definitely fall in love with the place. Even the sun is sooo much stronger than spore's and the beaches are remarkable.
Okay, enough of me saying, you've got to experience it yourself to know the results!
Qoute for the day: Life's a beach.
haha.
elise
