Wednesday, April 23, 2008
@ 1:03 AM
oh man teresa!
I TRY to sound very positive alr!
Maybe its mensus causing me to have moodswings. :(
ooh! my mama did a good thing to me today.
She BLESSED me with 10bucks!
I saved some tho. (:
And she offered me this drink which has barley and green bean combination.
My cramp grew worse and i thot im having a miscarriage!
But its alright now. (:
My mum really loves meeeee, cos the drink is soo sweet! And i love sweet things!!!!
elise
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
@ 1:20 AM
Woke up abruptly with my mum at the background shouting my name away. I was requested or rather 'forced' to vacuum the marble floor. Reluctantly, i pulled myself out of bed and obeyed because God will be pleased. ( i cant believe that this is the real reason, but it is true) The experience applied that ive not done housework for long and vacuuming is one of the easiest thing to accomplish! Thank God!
Met Daniel and he indirectly suggested that my resume sucks big time. You guys should take a look at my poorly done resume. Daniel wanted to kill me over at starbucks. =/ The only achievement i attempted was under the category of Hope Church. And i thought it was sarcasm intially. =x
Job searching is tedious. Went into many shops and i was still pondering whether i should accept the job offer by gelare. $5 per hour. Flexible hours. One weekend commitment over the period of 6 months probation. Starhub providing training 7pm to 10pm. Bukit Panjang. Door to door sales. Telemarketing 3 to 6pm Tanjong Pagar. $6 per hour. Which one should i choose?
God, help me to be kingdom minded and choose my working hours wisely. I know you will definitely provide and you know that i desperately need a job now. I want to be salt and light in the things i do and give me wisdom and extraordinary faith to believe. Help me to be choleric for once. Amen.
My ez-link card is empty again. I dun wish to top it up and dun wish to travel anywhere unnessarily. Reason being, i dun wanna ask my mum for money and im broke. I prefer taking buses. Buses provides the ability for mi to let my mind wonder and think of other things that are less stressful. I dun wanna let my body suffer for the things it did not cause. All these will be gone, i know. (:
When the world is falling out,
from under me,
i'll be found in you,
still standing..
There is something seriously not right with my speech. Change, change change! Patience patience patience!
elise
Monday, April 14, 2008
@ 1:11 AM
I realised that i always sound emotional in my blog. I din mean it to be. =/
Okay, im fine with sleep and all alr. Though i dreamt YK came back from camp right after he booked in. And WeiLing time travelled. And im lost. Haha.
Let me start with something more exciting.
I talked to Hope Brisbane people and they are really inspiring! They worshipped lead so well and im totally mesmerised. Seeing their passion for youths really makes me think that what im doing here is just a small contribution. What's exciting is that i'll be able to share my story to other people as well, not just in Singapore but all over the world! Nothing less than being biblical and winning the world! Even when i moved to adults. Nothing less that God's best for me. Why settle for something that's just a passing cloud? Being on earth is just a journey and heaven is an eternity world of goodness. I dun mind working harder just to inspire people. After all, pour a bucket to inspire a drop. I know i cant be some popular singer or actress, but at least, i can be someone whom God considered faithful and worthy. Doing great and magnificent things for Him. That'll be enough.
I hope this passion will not die down and continue to spread this to many people and i hope that they will catch my spirit and conviction. We have only one life. How are we gonna live it? Just enjoy with your friends? Going for relationships? Emo your entire life? Go for branded goods? Play useless and senseless computer games? Work till you die? Or have a satisfying fulfilment? Get married and lovey dovey tgt till the day u die?Basically, what's your purpose in living?
I hope its some food for thought for u in here. :)
Excitement still overwhelms over me.
Just the mention about you.
And if i were to live life all over again,
i would still choose you.
If you are confused about life, join me in my conviction.
CHURCH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ANY OTHER THING. -that's my principle
elise
Friday, April 11, 2008
@ 1:01 AM
im broke.
too sian to blog anything.
somebody cheer me up.
=/
I know you'll provide. With faith. :)
And that's enough consolation.
Thank you for being there.
When i needed you the most.
elise
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
@ 1:16 AM
I love sleep.
But now im afraid to sleep.
Afraid of dreams.
Which wakes mi up in the middle of the night, crying.
Wakes up in the morning forgetting what i dreamt.
Its scary. How dreams can distort you. And takes reality away.
Im not sure how to explain
but its a terrible feeling
and if this goes on
i would be surprised
finding myself screaming at 4am
with eyes looking at me, lights turned on
sweat flowing down my face
dumbfounded
Because im not sure wad's wrong with me.
time check: 1:37am
God, take away those dreadful dreams. Or interpret the dreams for me. Help me to differentiate between wad is real and wad are dreams. I dun want to live a world of my own.
elise
Friday, April 4, 2008
@ 1:40 AM
Im just being random here. Pictures from year 1 year 2, year 3 .. How much Ive changed. Oh well, i'll have to admit that im old. heh.
Have you ever wondered whether you are traced to the blogs you have visited? Sounds scary huh? Technology is so advanced that when you visit a blog, the owner of the blog knows it. Not just that, you are traced exactly how you arrived to that particular blog.
O.o
Maybe i shall blog hop less or have any secret blogs that i visit. IP addresses are no longer useful in tracking you down anymore. So, beware of where u are visiting. Hurhur.
elise
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
@ 2:43 PM
http://youtube.com/watch?v=OTN2fFgb17s
Step 2 song. im ultimately bored.
Apple Bottom Jeans [Jeans]
Boots with the fur [With the fur]
She got the whole club lookin at her
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps [With the straps]
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flo]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low
This song is addictive. :)) Shake your body everyone!
elise
