Tuesday, December 22, 2009
@ 2:04 AM
What a nice rainy night. Here i am, searching and talking to myself on why do i have a blog? Who's supposed to be in it? Why are some people in or some out? Well, i have no solid answer.
Ive deleted some readers from it simply cos they don't contribute to my life anymore. Or should i put it in a tactful way that they don't value friendship as much as i do? I hope its not one of the emo days again. Basically, this blog is supp to be one where i can voice out my unhappiness, joy, happenings, secrets without being judged. And yes, i am very afraid of being judged. I dunno why, but i guess cos im a people pleaser.
10 things you should know about me. ( very honest truth)
I am:
1) very prideful
2) either overly sensitive or totally insensitive.
3) impatient
4) one who sees that justice be done
5) naive (i believe in fairy tales)
6) vengeful
7) one who speaks my mind
8) carefree
9) simple. But people made things complicated and therefore i became complicated.
10) hard on myself and others. (critical?)
I can be a joy sometimes tho. I very much believed in ' to the Jew, i became like a Jew' theory. If u are nice to me, i am nice to you. And practically, monkey see, monkey do.
Am i like scaring you guys out there? I am just being brutally honest. you know, sometimes i wonder whether my blog has an impact on you guys or am i just sharing information about my life. And, truth be told, my life may not be as exciting as some out there.
My life, does it really interest you? Or you just want to find out what have i been up to? Or simply just being a busybody, chancing on my locked blog with the spare time that you have?
Haha, im done ranting. Besides, i wanna share what God has kinda implant a new insight to me.
elise
