Dear God, Its 354am and im thinking of stuff again. Its always about people u say. But then its always the people who made you upset. Sometimes i wonder if you would give up on us if we give up on ourselves? Then when u give up on us, would you be upset?
im a confused kid God, sometimes i gave up on a person but then end up feeling more than i should to help, but then i dunno how and eventually i give up totally. But somehow i know i shld do something abt it. Then i prayed. Wondering if things worked out. I hope for the best definitely, wants to know the outcome but lacks the courage to ask. Maybe its my pride that's acting up? Or maybe deep down, i know she's doing well. But then again, well on the surface doesn't mean well emotionally right? Just like having alot of friends in facebook doesn't mean they are actually your friends.
Moving on, I changed my shepherd! Shld have done that long ago. Looking back, i realised its not who your shepherd is, but who i really am. I know i shld have taken responsibility over my spiritual life, that wherever i may be, if my heart has you, anywhere goes. Zach taught me that thru his blog. To live alone in a foreign county is a challenge. To live for you is a greater challenge. Therefore, to influence, is pretty easy. Live my life right. People will follow. That's my takeaway. Anw, this is a picture of Halloween in Zouk. I din go. But i thought it was pretty real and scary. I was planning to go for next year's! Seems really fun and exciting!
Anw, this is a picture of Halloween in Zouk. I din go. But i thought it was pretty real and scary. I was planning to go for next year's! Seems really fun and exciting!