Had a mini catch up with Ruth last tues and really missed the times when she used to teach me alot of things. I could say that she is one of the shepherds that has live out the life example of christ. Looking back, she made me realise that i was the happiest when i just started out as a christian, when temptation wasn't even a threat, when serving God is abt goals and people and to be focus on the long race. I thank God for her in building my foundation strong, in being legalistic in certain aspects of my life. Now, as i move forward, things have changed. im more inward looking, im not as joyful as i used to be, but God, you never change, tho people move on to do their own things, you still remain faithful, and to this, i'll hold on to you.
Well, Ruth is still the same, getting married next year, and still as spiritual as she was in the past. God really test her in areas of her health but she stood firm and believe that you'll pull her through, and thats when you revealed to her who's for her and who's not. And sent people in her life to encourage her when she needed love the most. I guess you don't have to put me through painful trials to tell mi that someone out there loves me too. Because im sure, someday or another, you'll reveal to me. =)
Im catching up with friends ive served in youth later, its going to be an exciting time of fellowship and i really appreciate them for taking time to meet my needs. Spending time together with love ones is what i enjoy most. and i really treasure each and everyone who had an impact on my life, because you said that serving you is to do life with people too. and these are people in my life i love.
And God, ive just started yet another prayer book campaign for myself! Ita a daily affair with you everyday without fail. I made a covenant to do so! Just to spend quality time with you. God, bless our relationship and prune me in ways i ought to grow!
