Man! Im so disgusted and disappointed and irked and and and so many many emotions i cant figure out wad im feeling. :(
One thing for sure, I cant share my feelings to anyone as freely anymore. Which is sad, because i talk as and when i liked. Never would have thought these talks would be used against me. This really disgust me. And, if you think that im sharing with you because i like you, you are absolutely wrong. I shared because i want to rant it out. I don't like to bottle things up. I guess some of the girls would agree with me.
Man, i really really hate you. or rather, dislike, detest, argh! whatever bad things i could have mentioned! *&^%$#! I so wanna get my revenge. But but but, God is so gracious, when i so wanna do so, he reminded me to love and be patient and love keeps no wrongdoings. But God, let me rant first can? haha. He still have the balls to talk to me man. At this point of time i alr want to ask him to (*&^% off. Bacause of him, i rejected supper with cry, though he's sick. Poor thing, but yea, better be safe than sorry. And i hope tt he's not too sad.
God, im done with ranting. Im ready to forgive and help me help me to be patient and gentle in spirit. And don't be vengeful. hee. Help me to choose wisely the friends i should befriend and i thank God for the ones who knows me and still love me for who i am.
