camp's group photo!
Compare these 2 sets of photos. One is camp, the other is clubbing at rebel. Both are fun, but the only one that will last is ultimately the camp. I was telling Jinqi that that night was fun but because of that night, i realised alot of things. What the world offers and its temptation-too huge for me to bear. I prefer simplicity of hearts and the going after of God. Thank God i went only once. :) God always never fail to protect me from harm.
I realised that clubbing can be addictive, a display of Man's carnal nature. Where lust and fantasy develop. I thank God that im taught hands off policy since young, thus, not taken advantage of. I thank God for the muscle man, whose name i forgot, he helped mi somehow in my nightblindness to the toilet(tgt with Jinqi), who helped to pour drinks etc. I thank God for Jinqi, who never leave me alone, held tight to my hands before im pulled away by a super tall guy. I thank God for Adel, who saved me from the niger who wants to dance with me. Most imptly, i thank God for God, for giving mi this experience to teach me a precious lesson.
Camp was good. God spoke through me and rebuked me as well. I learnt to be a good listener and got closer to some of my cg mates. It was indeed worth the 360 bucks. I prayed for my leader, encouraged him and share some of my learnings. Despite all these flaws tha the church has, i believe, God will somehow use us, the next generation, to change things, may not be visible now, but i know, with clear certainty, it will come to pass. And, im gonna be a David's mighty man to my leader, who might need my support at this point of time. God, give me the strength and tell us what to do, the direction for the group and we'll glorify your name.
Ive prayed for patience, and ive got the feeling that God is testing me in waiting for the time to see the changes being done.
Slowly, but surely.