Lazy day to begin with. Haven been sleeping well with the changing weather and the aching pain on my legs. Alot of thoughts on my mind. I guess im watching the wrong kind of tv shows and reading the wrong kind of books. Everything seems so ideal and protray that im living in another planet different from them.
Where is God in the picture? That's wad things are missing out. I told jinqi i forgot to pray for the entire week. And, i ate without saying grace. Oh man, im missing God out in my daily routine. Things really really seemed very empty. Or perhaps its just another saturday night im doing nothing? Am i suffering from depression? Why am i over reacting over the slightest thing?
Sleep, work, home, church all became part of my life. And that's no life at all. =/ God, are you part of it?