I love sleep. But now im afraid to sleep. Afraid of dreams. Which wakes mi up in the middle of the night, crying. Wakes up in the morning forgetting what i dreamt. Its scary. How dreams can distort you. And takes reality away.
Im not sure how to explain but its a terrible feeling and if this goes on i would be surprised finding myself screaming at 4am with eyes looking at me, lights turned on sweat flowing down my face dumbfounded Because im not sure wad's wrong with me.
time check: 1:37am
God, take away those dreadful dreams. Or interpret the dreams for me. Help me to differentiate between wad is real and wad are dreams. I dun want to live a world of my own.
