It's ELISE!

Friday, February 22, 2008

@ 1:39 AM

everyone's aslp by now. But seems like the more i read kite runner, the more im addicted to it. And, to my disappointment, L is not a good movie as i thot it would be. *shrugs*

movies coming up:
juno
the leap years
10,000 BC
who's gonna watch with me?

Random thoughts:
*I want you to stop harassing me. I want you to go away.* -Amir to hassan
"I fell on my bed, buried my head under the pillow and cried." Amir's regret after those words

Many a times, we said something we do not mean to each other, hurting one another as a result and regretting soon after. Are you guilty of that?
"For what i do is not the good i want to do; no, the evil i do not want to do, this i keep on doing." Rom 7:19
Something is so wrong with me. Sleep elise, everything's gonna be just fine. :)

elise

Thursday, February 21, 2008

@ 1:33 PM

I guess i had a violent dream last night.
I woke up with very messy hair, abit of sore eyes and blood on my teeth plus a terrible stomachache. Someone must have punched me real hard. :(

Anw, yst went out with ryan and tee yan. EAT and eat. I was bloated at the end of the day. Went home having bad stomachache and lao since then. here are some of the pictures.

Ryan said i looked like a pornstar in this pic. =/ The wind is overwhelming. Fancy someone using shades at night!

What prominent cheeks i have!

Me and ryan trying to be retarded while tee yan trying to figure out how to use her phone.

Blown away by the wind!

Tee yan trying to pull off smoking. haha. Look at her long nails!

Thee's still more, but im lazy to post it up.

Looking forward for the yuan xiao dinner later on! Its long since we last catch up huh? And i dun wanna eat sushi buffet anymore! So Mr len, let's eat some other things can? Discuss more when you are home. :)

Food for thought: would you rather have a frequent meet up with your friends or once in a blue moon since absence makes the heart fonder?

elise

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

@ 12:25 PM

HAHA.
I just read my brother's blog. it super funny. i almost drool. heh.
Anw, did i ever tell u when i get overly excited, i will drool? haha. weird logic but oh well. that is wad makes mi unique. :)
http://youtiao.wordpress.com/
its the jokes part btw, its abit crude tho. I wonder why people say we are alike. Im decent eh. =/

Anw, im listening to cai hong by jay chou. It such a smoothing tune. :) makes my day.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=RW5R25QH7_s
Im too engrossed till i forgot wad's my purpose for blogging. Let me plan out my monthly schedule then. Since zach's gone, i supposed there will be less supper, movies etc.

lst week, find work, shepherd all my sheep if possible, kim's parade. misc stuff.
2nd week, read as many books, ive got alot to catch up! And, my malay is lagging way way behind. :(
3rd week: exercise! this i must repent. i shall go running at night too. To think i can run fast in sec sch. elise ah elise, u are lagging way way behind. okay, maggie q shall be my motivation! weiting, include me in your exercise scheme. :)
4th week: reward myself with all the things ive done! HAHA. eat and Eat and EAT! I bet i will be skinnier with all the torture ive been through. heh.

elise

Monday, February 18, 2008

@ 3:08 PM

Perseverance.
For the right things.

Im not ready for a relationship nor do i want to initiate anything. Im going for something more than you can imagine. Im going for the message, for saving souls, impacting people, discipling people, doing things that will have an impact in the kingdom of God, nothing less. I hope ypu understand what im driving at. Im not special, just an ordinary person who wants to do her things. So, persevere on the right things, will you?

You wun understand what im doing unless u are in my shoes, serving God alongside, experiencing Him and then you will know why im doing what im doing. Anything that is not of God is not my priority. So are you with me or against me?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdOT5unBbDA
the song that was sang after sermon which touched me deeply.

elise

Thursday, February 14, 2008

@ 11:58 PM

I hate it when people misunderstood me.
And for goodness sake, do show respect by not looking into my inbox!
No words to describe how i feel towards you. Disappointed beyond repair? Utter rudeness?
Question asked: What is the foundation of friendship?
Isn't it trust and repect? Which will eventually lead to truth so on and so forth?
Think about it.

And why am i troubled over this? I must be insane. Ive got better things to do.

Anw, ive got a unit event today. it was seriously hilarous with people getting injured and someone even puked! We played with flour added with rock sugar, mashmellows and straws with rubber bands! I wish to put up the pictures but i din take any. =/

And the best forfeit was to put rubberband( those tie hair ones) on your nose and try to push it down using your facial expressions! SUPER funny! Too bad i dun have the vide0. I almost laugh until i drool!
Denise, can you please write more in centralb blog? heh. THANKS! :)

Good news! My CLs are getting closer! :D

elise

Friday, February 1, 2008

@ 11:05 AM

Im bored!

Din bring my bible and books to read. Class is supp to end early but due to the program chair, we are held back. :(

Here are some fyp pics. With ruth, jeannie, gerlisa and me.

wad prominent cheeks i have! Look like mickey mouse. :( But i like my LONG hair! It seem to grow so much faster. My fren thot i did a hair extension and pulled my hair. :( The feelings behind the smile is hard to put it into words.

anw, i like to talk abt fashion, latest trend, interesting topics of the bible( not how we lead opur grp) and so many things! Its weird when we cant communicate. 'i hate being ard with you' is an overstatement. it sticks and the words sting evertime i think abt it.

I totally agree with angela and her post abt words that hurts and heals. Sometimes when words comes ever so harsh, and the thought of replying simply weights nothing. When you dun care anymore etc, that's when silence is the best. When replying cause more hurts, that's when you dun bother and shove everything aside, slp your day away, hoping that tmr is a better day. To make yourself happy matters more than anything. why make yourself so miserable and pretending to be someone you are not? Speaks sense isn't it?

Opposite either attracts or attacks. -PJ

elise

@ 8:47 AM

YAY!
Last day of school. No more school for the rest of my life!
Dunno whether to feel happy or sad. As for now, im relieved. :)
My eyes are twitching for the past few days. :(
Ive got interesting dreams these days too.
Randomness.

Closeness is when you are comfortable with the person. I got you.

'It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance'

elise