Tuesday, November 13, 2007
@ 2:24 PM
Medical Technology UT today. Ive studied and hope to get a B at least. Its not exactly difficult but i do hope i can do fairly well.
Anw, i had a good chat with my auntie just now over lunch table. And she asked me this question.
auntie: Has he treated you well these years?
me: *thinking of incidents* no. I do hope he will since he's changed.
auntie: you are not his own.
me: oh well. you are right. *shrugs*
(We chatted on other things too) and come to realise that family is not as important when we grow up. What matters is you *ying shui si yuan* and build a proper family next time.
I used to envy those normal children with a dad who cares for them. But i guess since God makes it this way for me, i believe he has his reasons. And in this area, im strong and independent because God has made it to be. With the given circumstances.
So, I am happy the way i am now.
And in a few days time, i'll be officially 21 and more freedom's on its way!
So who cares?
I dun need his support anw.
elise
