Something kept me thinking. I read Jiao's blog. Somehow i feel the same way too. Maybe Ive got too many to handle? Maybe everytime they come to me it seems like ive got to solve their problems. (which SOMETIMES drains me) But i know these are just excuses. When will I fully take responsibility of what Im called to do? The anwser ive always have: soon elise. And the soon never comes. Well, that's the art of procrastination. And im not proud of it.
They say anointing flows. Which proves a point. They will never grow unless i grow. So i better start doing sth in my life.
Okay. Its Oct 9 today. 20 more days to my last O level maths paper. Im having panic attack now. I woke up and didn't go school. I was practically stoning for very long. Till i realised that Ive got not much time left. I msged Daniel and told him im not going sch he said it was alright. Haha. Cos maths is more impt now. Im gonna mug the whole day today. And i pray that my attention span will be much longer today. Jia you elise!

A stoning and deep in thought tinkerbell. Well, im like her in alot of areas. Wun tel you now but you'll find it soon enough. If you know me well enough.
Preparing for maths now. Ciao.