Hey all. Thanks for all the encouragements. And yes teresa, jason's the mr carrot head. :)
Been feeling really lousy today. Did maths as usual and of cos, having questions that i dunno how to do are normal. But today's questions are extremely hard that totally pull my whole morale down. And guess what, I tried so hard to understand the explanation given and was so stressed up that my exams are actually TMR and i burst into tears. I CRIED. Sad to admit but tears start pouring down like nobody's business. I hate to be seen crying and worst of all, i can cry for hours. Mind you, my tears can flood the river. Everytime this happens, I would want to run away from the current things im doing. But sometimes, people just want to find out what's wrong leaving me speechless at times. So when im crying, LEAVE ME ALONE. Well, you can offer your shoulders if you want to. That's the best you can do, or be there for me. Say nothing else.
Which reminds me of an incident. Cut the whole story short, I ran away after my mum told my teacher about my attititde in sch. Saw my friend and he gave chase. Surprisingly, I outran him and jay(run) the road and hid inside the toilet. Off the phone and cried my lungs out. elise's a crybaby. Nobody knew and i had a good exercise. oh well.
I always remember this phrase when im sad. The world's so beautiful there's nothing to be sad over. Ooh btw, no need the pitying or whatsoever. I WILL be fine. Im not so strong. Afterall, im just a human which happens to be a leader. Not that i gave up easily just that it takes awhile, just a while for me to stand up. I hope you do understand what im driving at. I guess i just need a good sleep. Goodnight.
