Saturday, October 6, 2007
@ 1:25 AM
I thought my day ended pretty well till i realised im utterly wrong.
Im so excited for once in school getting a song that i long know someone wanted badly. Thanks MY.
And so, i listened to the songs and couldn't helped but be amused how happy that someone would be if he received it -the song that he wanted. Let alone the album. Later did i know i was wrong. Yet again.
I went home and uploaded the songs to my phone and deleted some that I liked. A sacrifice, is it called? I doubt so. Not all was uploaded due to the lack of space in my phone but nevertheless, the best songs were inside. I began giving myself a pat on my shoulder. Well done elise!
On the bus to meeting them, I was actually expecting a 'OMG!' kinda response when i asked the person to close the eyes and listen to it through my phone. But all i got was: haha, ive got it yst?/long ago/sometime ago? I do not know the exact expression. My heart sank and i was disappointed at my own stupidity and initiative. And guess what? I seldom take the first step to do something for people. Shrugs. And i was trying to be nice since im always mean to you. Maybe im not cut out to be nice to you. Too bad.
I was smiling in class, knowing that he'll be glad to receive my pleasant surprise. I know the feeling of being surprised. And I love it. I thot of trying it out on people. But i guess it failed. Miserably. Oh well. I must be crazy. Like what ive posted earlier on.
Lesson learnt: great expectancy = great disappointment
elise
