Wednesday, September 19, 2007
@ 1:48 PM
Same thing again. Its wed. What can it be?
Im having a bad headache. Will be staying in school till 4 plus. Head to Clake Quay to meet Yiyou. Frankly speaking, I don't feel like doing anything today. Woke up on the wrong side of bed, forced myself to go school even though im gonna be late (turns out that im the earliest) and knowing my FYP grade. I had a C+. :(( I wouldn't claim that im the most hardworking in the team however, I did my work and I had the same grade as some people. Oh well. Lesson learnt: Don't attend meeting when its not neccessary. Wasted my time and money during the holidays travelling around when i can utilize it for greater use. =/
Okay, im gonna sleep. To run away from reality.
God, would you take away the dreams and let me have a better sleep? Help me to concentrate in class and the ability to memorise things better. I remembered what I prayed for and you've already given. Sometimes wanting to grow in certain areas seems so hard, you asked mi to trust in you. But people keep on rubbing on my weaknesses, making me feel worse than ever. You know what I meant cos i lament to you before, and drawing strength from leaders always takes an extra mile and sometimes I even thought that fellowship is like a work by itself when people around me do not agree in what im doing. Help me to understand your love and your heartbeat. Be near to me. Always.
elise
