I think Ive grown. Through yst's bowling session with my colleagues/friends. I dun really how to play. But ive decided to try since my brother has alr keyed in my name in the game. It was a tough battle, everybody was scoring, i got 0 striaght for the 2 times out of 10. I was discouraged and of cos, wanted to give up. Was having my usual negative speech and all.( i hate losing). But my friends never gave up on me. They keep encouraging me, teaching me how to go about playing it. Though i was the last, but i know i have slight improvement which makes me real happy. But if i keep comparing with my bro, he's far too good for me. And by doing that, it doesn't do me any good. So i just did my best and will keep learning from there.
Lesson learnt: Never give up until the last stage. Many a times, i gave up without seeing the ending point. I complain when i dun do well. I feel discouraged when things dun go my way. But wad's the point? I learnt to encourage myself, not to give up, not to give negative speech and not to express my emotions out in a negative way. Because when i do all these, i know that there is still hope and it will strive me on to do greater things. Its just like, no point crying over spilled milk, but how do you pick up yourself and go on from there that matters.
Heard a surprising news today. My first response was not to doubt, but to care. I looked up to God and my heart was comforted. I wasn't angry but i was worried. So i told God tt she's safe in your hands. My worries were gone. In this aspect, i think i've grown.(Not saying in an egoistic manner) Ive learnt to see things in another perspective. Instead of panicking wad's gonna happen, i look to God and think in a logical way. Oh well, problems are there so that we can grow isn't it? So i guess ive got to rely on God than to do life without Him. So, here i am, test me.
