Tuesday, February 27, 2007
@ 12:15 PM
Im supposed to do work now. But the system cock up. So take this time to blog. Blogger nowadays arent very efficient huh? Keep lagging. Hmm. Anw, I learnt something during my QT yst.
[Phi 3: 13b-15]
Forgetting what is behind and straining to what is ahead. I pressed on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if some point you think differently, that too God will make it clear to you.
I really ask God to make it clear to me. To forget everything that is bothering me to move on, the heavy burden that i have to carry etc. If im mature, it should be no problem to me. Im asking God to help me think from other perpective and to understand where the person comes from etc.
Anw, I think God is testing me again. In the area of pride. I took up that challenge and believe God will bring me through because God will not give me something i cannot bear. Jia you! I guess this journey is not going to be easy, but yea, im ready.
To think about it, i think my leaders have very high expectations of me. To become a SDL? Whoo. Im not ready. But do we have to wait till we r ready in order to serve? Precisely we are not ready that's why i need God's wisdom and strength. I remembered Shirls prophesied that God will give me his wisdom if i follow him closely. God's wisdom eh? Do you know how wise is God? Far wiser than you thought. So to get his wisdom is like ......... woah. heh. So yea, hold on closely to me. Don't let me go. Cos im holding on to you.
Whoo. Staying at home for the past day. Felt good in a way.But i cant stand staying at home, doing nothing. So yea. Looking forward to march 6 & 7!!
elise
