Saturday, February 17, 2007
@ 1:46 AM
Im soo tired. But i just cant sleep! Tossed and turned yst till 5 plus am. Oh man. Wad's wrong with me? I think I need a break. Oh yea, please, if u all see me, remind me NOT to eat prawns. Thanks. Im having its side effects. :(((
God, I pray that u'll grant me peaceful sleep and that I can slp soundly at nite without any sudden disruptions/jerks from my slp. No more dreams or headaches. Just be able to slp and not think of anything else. Hear my prayers like u always did and come to my rescue. Thank you lord. Amen.
My mind is filled with soo many things. So many random and out of nowhere kinda things. I always wake up with something new in my mind, something bad usually and start thinking about it. When i couldn't remember what I know i dreamt about and thinking hard what is it, I'll have headaches. Sometimes i really wonder why my capacity for storage is soo little. While some can memorise things so easily, i need to take days, weeks or even months just to remember a small thing. Oh well, God created things differently. Maybe memorising just isn't my forte.
Okay. Ive prayed. Im going to trust God and try to sleep. Gdnite.
Missing you badly.
elise
