Saturday, February 10, 2007
FAILURE @ 12:24 AM
"DISAPPOINTMENT IS JUST A MOMENTARY FEELING"
Go away satan. Get behind me.
Im sick of people telling me: Woah, u failed again? How many times alr? I help u take lar. Try harder. Maybe the effort is not enough. Maybe u r just LOUSY. Forget it, u'll never make it. Give up.
Oh man. These are getting into me. Just had a trashing session with God. No answer given. Nothing at all. Well, i just got to trust. 2007 will be a HECTIC year for me. PP, FYP, Exam, ministry, school, work etc. How am i going to cope with all these things? ROAR!!! Thanks for giving me all these things, and where are you when i needed u the most?!
No amount of encouragement can help solve the problem. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! you will never understand the pain of taking maths for 3 freaking years YET still couldn't make it. This SUCKS. big time. :((((
Okay, enough of ranting. I still have to move on to get a diploma. Whatever mistakes tt I've made, I'll learn. Challenges are there for a reason. Not to beat me down but to spur me on to take that one step of faith. I will trust that u'll bring me through despite the many doubts i have. Faith is hoping what u do not yet see.
Jia you elise, you can do it. Tgt with u.
your presence means so much to me.
elise
