Saturday, January 27, 2007
True friendships last- forever @ 12:34 AM
Was talking to XiuQi online just now. Telling her about my day and about friendships ive had back here in spore. Wasn't exactly feeling very good. Searched for people online to talk to, but found none that i can confide in. Till I found her. It was a very rewarding talk and both of us were encouraged altogether.
You know what? I realised that friends are part of parcel of life. Life's just like a colorless picture, but with good friends around you, its filled with colors and much prettier. That, is my definition of life. Other than serving God and all. you've got only one life, live it all for all you care but don't waste my precious life away.
Anw, like wad ive said, was mentioning to her about what happened to me recently, complaining and all till im tired of typing and ranting. And all she said was: hey eva, jia you.
There and then, i teared. ( for once submitting to pride) She said she's my number 1 supporter and a fan of mine. ( that silly gal) Which i know she meant it from her heart. :) How sweet of her. Then the ultimate sentence came: Life's never been the same without you. Aww. my heart melted. But its really true. Life without her seems less childlike, so empty. Now ive learnt to treasure you ALOT more. Seriously. Though we r far apart (in distance and character), we never fail to encourage one another, cry with each other, laugh at ourselves and basically, do life tgt. I really miss those days. AND, WE'LL SPEND ETERNINTY TGT!
And, u affect me too! When u'r sad, im sad. When u'r happy, i'll rejoice tgt with u. When u'r lost, i'll be your compass. When u'r slandered, i'll stand up for u. When u'r alone, i'll be there for u. When u'r misunderstood, i feel for u. And when u need me, im just a msn/email away.
Sometimes i think im rather naive to believe everything that people says. But if i dun, im doubting their characters. That's why i choose to believe rather than doubt. but how many times have i been disappointed? That's when ive learnt that i cant please everyone. Be my friend or my foe.
"Being relational is my strength and my greatest weakness."
How true is that?
If i have to let go, i will, by all means.
elise
