Question of the day: Is it possible to like 2 person at the same time??? Man! I just dun get it. Dun get it! At this rate im going, I think im going crazy soon. I cant believe i got soo frustrated till my nose bleed. =/ ARGH! Blood seems to be coming out from everywhere. I think Im stressed. utterly utterly utterly. ELISE!! Learn to relax. Chill chill chill. Tmr's gonna be a better day. BUT, to think about it, im UTTERLY disgusted. One of the few times I got pissed, besides arguing with people. (roll eyes)
Just realised that certain blogs are linked to some other blogs. Linked as in their blogs seemed to be talking abt similar incidents or even replies to one another's blog. Interesting eh? Mostly guys and girls. If u want to find out more, read more blogs. You'll realise it yourself too.
Some thoughts are just up my mind. Some thoughts that are not meant to be shared. Cos i promised someone and i'll keep my promise. BUT BUT BUT!! izit really possible?? somebody, pls enlighten me. 2 PERSON?? man man man. yucks. On the other hand(giving the benefit of doubt), izit a feeling that people cannot control? But wad abt married couples? Cant they control their hormones? Their feelings? If so, i'll rather not get married. Seriously. I hate unfaithfulness.
Feel so lousy now. why izit my mind is soo active around this time? 1:53am. I cant help but think of anything and everything. Family's ok now, yet my ministry's crumbling. Why cant i balance it well? Is God testing me? Asking me to rely on him more? To be guided? To have more peace in him which the world cant provide? I dunno. But i know one thing: God is always there for me. Yes God, im going thru this tgt with u. Dun let me go. Dun leave me alone. This feeling totally s****
Im lost yet again. I need a direction. A compass in my life. Someone i can count on, knowing that she/he will not betray me. Ive experienced betrayals after betrayals, hurts after hurts. i dunno who to trust, i dunno who are my real friends and worst of all, im losing myself. my friends say im naive. Izit the truth? But if i doubt them, they'll say i dun trust them. So what's the balance? If you get it, u get it, if u dun, forget it. =/ What's going on? Tell me.
