I'm tired now. Have been eating eating and eating. Guess that's the way to numb oneself? With food? Oh well. I gotta move on with the movers. Settled one things alr. And im gonna help STC grow like never before! God, use me to reveive the sch. Im gonna do sth, and im going to do it real soon. Help me and be in this together with me. No more time for discouragements. I've got so much more to focus and think of.
God, heal my emotions and help me to trust again. It's not easy, but im gonna give it a try anyway. I dun believe i will be defeated in this small little thing. Help me to be biblical in my decision and firm about what I believe in. Help me to stand once again and to face the music together with you. I believe that you are always there for me just like how the rain is always there when I'm feeling lousy and somehow the rain becomes like a covenant u have with me. Anyway, I'll trust in your ways for you said that your grace is sufficient for me. Amen.
I'll disciple unless you choose to give up on yourself.