Wednesday, January 17, 2007
@ 3:16 AM
Din post for 2 days! Just wanna share my experience on stage. Basically, it was SCARY! but nevertheless an fruitful experience. I was practically shivering on stage. N i couldn't believe that I said I was nervous to the crowd. It was a sharing abt evagelism momentum in my group. A pretty short one, but it took me great courage to put it across. I hope that it was impactful though. :) Was stoning at the crowd for a few seconds before I could talk. The audience seemed to be staring at me waiting for me to present my speech. Thank God i had the support of Daniel and the rest. The real testimony came out much much better than the rehearsed one. (i took 30s to finished what I needed to say). Thank God that i din stone at the audience and look blankly at them. N, thank God for the prayer that Daniel made.
Woah. I tell u ah. God is really amazing. Every prayer that I made, he will make it some true. I said i wanted to be more courageous, the next moment he sent me a testimony to share with the whole church. I said i wanted to more humble, he let me go thru certain things that requires me to take the first step. I said i wanted to have more leadership skills, he put me into this FYP team whereby I have to lead. Well God, if i said i want to be fatter, would u turn me into a pig? haha.. just kidding.
I think God favours me alot. This kinda thing is really a blessing. Just take work as an eg. I seldom work in CBTL, yet desmond still promote me and I managed to pass the test. I guess if i have the required time to promote again, i will go for another one. How wonderful God is to his children. Its just more than words could express itself. Its just soo amazing.
Give thanks, with a grateful heart. I know that all these are God-given. I will not take it for granted. That, is the priviledge of serving God. No longer emptiness in living without knowing where u wanna go, or pursuing something that is just temporal or working till the end of time. Come on! Life's more than that. Of cos serving God aren't a bed of roses, but u'll experience that kind of joy that the world will never be able to provide and the guranteed eternal rewards in heaven. That's what life is about. I hope u get what I mean.
elise
