Friday, December 29, 2006
@ 12:00 PM
Was looking at some old photos. Reminiscence of the good old days. The people who were once with us are not here anymore, new faces surfaced and serveral remained. What about myself? I was thinking hard on the question. Out of compulsion, out of vision, out of love or out of conviction? I have yet to figure it out. Give me time on this.
Having random thoughts again. (guess im a random person) Yst din have the chance to blog because my mum took the modem away. Long story. My brother and me will know. Had a family mini war yst. Mum was scolding us( the children) and my aunty was there to add fuel to it. All of us were crossed at the words she said. (man, words really mattered, it can heal or kill, so next time pls think before u speak) Am victim of the words, emotionally scarred for life. N dad, not supporting my mum, took offence at her and starting scolding her in front of my aunty( how united ah?) And now, they are not talking again for the millionth time. New rule: wake up latest by 10am. Well well well.
Oh yea! I had a breakthrough! Not a very good one tho. I managed to get rid of my lao sai habits. But now in turn have constipation. =/ God, I rather have lao sai then constipation. Take it away from me.
Forgot what i wanted to post initially but i remembered seeing a cab that writes: love always grow. I never heard of that theory before, I only know that perfect love casts out all fears, love is patient, love is kind etc. But love always grow? Hmm. Grow in what sense? I only know that when you love a person, you'll give your best to that person, forgive all wrongs, trust, think of the best in that person, want to be with that person and many more. Oh well. Just a random thought again.
Prayer of the day:
God, i pray that u'll give peace to my family and to treasure whatever we have in this family, the time, the people etc. Open up their eyes to see beyond what they can see with their human eyes. And i pray for the event later that we'll have a fruitful time, enjoying the fellowship with the pillars( my core team) and my new believer, Izaac, together with steph chua. Be in our midst and let your presence be felt in all of our lives. Amen.
elise
