Thursday, December 28, 2006
A FRUITFUL DAY @ 1:14 AM
O.o Went escape with A-mond, Qal, Jimmy and Zihui today! Had great fun. Played almost everything. A-mond almost vomitted and he sat motionless throughout, Qal was leaning on him when we played viking! Me and Zihui kept laughing throughout the ride. Haha. Hidden affair huh? heh. Just kidding. Then came the haunted house! Eek! Zihui and me was in the middle while Jimmy and Qal were at the front and back respectively. Then you know what? Instead of holding Qal's hands while walking (cos its soo dark), I held the ghost's hand! Freaked me out lar! I shrieked. Leaving Qal behind. ( but caught hold of him in the end, haha)
Anyway, this trip makes me ponder yet again about the friendship that we had. We were quite bonded together. Can say do life together just that Kim is not here. If one day, MAYBE, when I leave church or whatsoever, I'll choose to put them as my priority. BUT, they all know that church is my TOP priority, I always ps them and do my stuff with the church, sometimes I feel that Im not trustworthy in keeping my promises but i really have no choice. Knowing that I cant have the best of two worlds. And many a times, I'll choose church over anything. That's my conviction even tho I'll feel guilty for ps-ing them. Well guys, I hope u'll understand. =)
This trip has liven up my day. Not thinking over what happened yesterday. Its a form of escapism for mi. Ive never felt so pressed before, guess ive got to learn how to handle my emotions before letting it out on anyone. Esp Qal. heh. Thx dude for your concern. For the moodswing that i had yesterday, its not your fault. =) I really enjoyed myself today. Thx for making it happen. A day free from anxieties and stress. Tmr shall be a brand new day again.
Thank God for making my day and clearing up all the mess for me. Am deeply appreciative of what u have done in my life.
elise
